October was one of the toughest months of my life, but then came November and December, which were unbelievably tough, mentally and emotionally. I sunk into a deep depression, a depression like I’d never felt before. I knew my husband was super busy, I knew my friends had their own things going on in their lives, and I knew my family would worry even more, so I kept everything to myself. This type of depression wasn't something I was used to. I had no idea how to manage theses feelings, so, I tried to deal with them on my own, by keeping everything bottled in. I knew that wasn't the best way to handle these new feelings but that's what I decided to do. The negative feelings quickly took over my body, my thoughts, my personality, my attitude. I was angry, bitter, and agitated, at everything, and everyone. Things that used to not bother me at all, started to get under my skin. I started to dislike people with kids because I wanted so desperately what they had. My recent...
"The most incredible thing about miracles, is that they happen." - G.K. Chesterton